Well, I have not written or even thought about this blog in some time. Just busy during the Holidays and then busy busy at work with everyone taking off and sorts. I was going to start up again, but man oh man shit just seems to come at me no matter where I duck.
The house I gave up in Bankruptcy in 2011, well that thing is back in my life. Yeah...so happy about that. Seems the bank decided they didn't want it in 2013 so they release the lien against the property and now I have a free house. Well I knew none of this and while the house sat, assholes decided to break in and steak the copper pipes, there really wasn't that much and cut the wires. That that pisses me off. Now I also have to pay 3 years of back taxes , water utilities, and find a way to fix the place up or just sell as is. FUN FUN FUN!!
Last week, Tuesday, my little man Devon passed away. He was my little partner in crime around the house for the last 7 years. He was the runt of his litter and a sickly one when he was a wee babe. He lungs were always getting the best of him. He got sick recently and took him to the vet. He still passed away a week later. I miss him dearly and have been severely depressed this entire week. It is starting to let up a little but I still get flashes of him on the table at the vet with the tube coming outta his mouth and that just sends me over the edge again. I know he was just a cat to some people, but I don't/can't have kids. So he was more than just a mere pet. I loved him and we had a special bond. So it just hurts a lot right now.
So 2015 can frak off as far as I am concerned. Hopefully it will get better. We'll see and I will let you all know.
I miss him too, Babe. My imagination has been very active too. Been getting better at not wanting to cry. I still call his name when I see his brother. Our house is a little quieter and our family a little smaller.
ReplyDeleteSo awfully sad...a cat is never 'just a cat' they are family. I am sad for you.
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